|Thursday, September 20th, 2007|
|Saturday, October 21st, 2006|
So...yeah. I just started my new community here. MP Connection.
You should...uh...look at it....or something.
|Thursday, August 3rd, 2006|
|Saturday, July 1st, 2006|
|In case you didn't know what Anthony looks like....
I want to thank Milly for suggesting Photo Bucket - it makes my life 10 times easier.
I'm getting married in two weeks. EEK! Wow...I mean that. Like...seriously. It's creepy and exciting and stressful and I want ti to be here already, you know? I'm babbling...moving on!!
It occured to me that some of you may not know what Anthony looks like.
So here a two pictures of us together.
Quite whining. ( You know you want to see him. S' ok :) Collapse )
|Tuesday, June 20th, 2006|
|Oh my god!
Lisa is actually updating!
Less than a month thil I get married.
I have a HUGE family....eh...
Met the pastor and he's totally awesome. Anthony found someone to make him puffy pants...now he just had to remember to get off WOW long enough to call them. Uh....don't have a palce to stay the night before the wedding becuase the pastor wants us to stay apart and there is no room at my parents or his parnts becuase of all the family.
Started writing some random night project story thing...weeee!
Milly needs to put me in her band if she makes one....
Um...that's about it.
LEAVE ME COMMENTS!!
|Monday, June 19th, 2006|
|Tuesday, June 6th, 2006|
So - you should have allre ceived email invited to view my pictures. Milly is cool because she gave me comments on them.
Also - we took a picture of the yetti. ((I just want you to look at them...))
Anyway - watch this cool new movie that I made. http://movies.lionhead.com/movie/86232
Once again, if you watch closely, you can spot a Nazi.
I am comtemplating making a movie called: Nazi's, they're everywhere
But maybe not.
Done now. Current Mood: chipper
|Saturday, May 27th, 2006|
|I pick up my dress today.
I am SO excited!!
I should be taking bridal Portraits next weekend - so every one look forward to that.
The plan thus far is to do my own makeup. I will then be going to the barber college in Loveland and having them do my hair. (As long at there's no cutting of dying involed - I should be ok.) Then Anthony and I will be going to the sculpture park in Loveland and probably Namaqua park to take the pics. I plan to make like a business card or something for the album and put - Portraits by Anthony Ugarte and put his phone number on it.
Cause - he does not have a job right now and that's a lot of stress. He's been putting in applications...even at Taco Bell. Still...no job. So maybe someone will see the pictures and be like: WOW! I want to call him to take my pictures!
Especially with graduation coming up and all the senior pictures crazy rich people take. I don't know. It was just a thought. Becaue he really DOES take good pictures...AHH!
But that might creep him out...I don't know. I was going to do it without asking and see what happened.
(If you're still reading this) HELP! What do you guys think?
1. Show him the card - (Cause I have to take pics to work, My mom has to take pics to work, and my dad has to take pics to work)
2. Don't show him card.
VOTE NOW!! Current Mood: anxious
|Tuesday, May 16th, 2006|
|Thursday, May 4th, 2006|
I'll now be QAing other agents inthe DOBSON account.
Also - I have my final fitting this weekend for my dress - I get to do flowers - AND I get to go shopping with the girls in the wedding to get their outfits. SWEET.
((PS - if anyone can tell me how to put a digital pic up here - I'll show you all my dress...))
|Friday, April 28th, 2006|
If I have to be told
One more god damned time
That someone else was better suited
Or my efforts weren't enough
That I need to be more familure with what I've never even seen
With what you hold at arms length from me
And don't give me a chance to reach
If what I've done to make "me" better
Isn't simply up to par...
I swear - dear god - I'm going to scream.
I was told mid March that the department I was transfered to - the job I came to love - is being taken away. Every single person there is loosing their position because the company that we work for is pulling it back inside their corporate office. With the wedding that I'm planning and the back to back trainings I've been in - I've tried not to let things stress me. Been pusingh a lot of fellings back. There's only two places I can go there , and not loose my mind and emotional comfort - one of wich I need to pass a spelling test for. The global average on this thing is an 85 I might add. But you need a 95 to pass it - so they say. This is the 4th time that I've taken it. Today I got a 93 and I'm just sitting there thinking - why the hell do I even try. The other postions in the company that I have applied for - have been given to others. Each time they tell me it's becuase I don't know a system that only the positions they are hiring for have the access to. I was told to see if the training team (which I am part of) would pay for me to take an Excell class... the team which has no place for me come the first of June. I'm so god damned sick and tired of everything and anything.
Someone please tell me I'm not defined by all of this... Current Mood: sad
|Saturday, March 18th, 2006|
Ok - so new movie. It's about a coin - that has magic abilities. Whomever touches it will be sent become the last person who touched the coin and be able to go back intime to correct a mistake or change the events of the world.
So, why Nazi's as an enemy?
India jones fought them, the Rocketteer fought them, Hellboy fought them - they're like classic villians.
|Sunday, March 12th, 2006|
|Making a new movie!
Yes - you read well.
I am making a new movie in THE MOVIES so I hope you all will pine for it to arrive in a link here. ((I know at least Milly will be excited - she still rocks and you all should strive to me more like her.))
Also - BRIDAL SHOWER plans underway. Becca (My maid of honor) moved to Carbondale so I'm on my own as far as plans go. BUT - I'm doing well with it. We're having a lunch at Canton Palace on APRIL 23rd. If you would like to come please Email me at
and I will add you to the finalized guest list. ((I'll also need your mailing address to get you an invitation))
Anyways - we start getting measured for our outfits on April first. http://www.sewingpatterns.com/index-mccalls.html
((That's a link to me dress if you care to see it - except mine will be white.))
Um...I think that's it. Hey and if you all want to leave me comments - don't be shy. I'll take them...really....I will.....please.... Current Mood: energetic
|Tuesday, February 14th, 2006|
It's Anthony and my two year engagement aniversary today.
Wedding stuff was going great. Notice how I put WAS there. Yeah....
The whole reason we chose the Renaissance Festival was becuase you can only have 50 guests. With both of us having big families we really liked that idea. Plus - the whole factor of it being on the festival atmousphere (we hoped) would detur our relatives from coming. My dad is the oldest of 13 - and still no word from his family if any one will be coming. Anthony (on the other hand) has about 35 people from Washington and Loredo coming. (nervious laugh) Yeah - did I mention some of these people have not even met me - nor seen anthony in like 12 years. Oh - yeah - and that fact that only 6 of those aformentioned people are in the wedding party. So withmy immediate frinds and family I HAVE to invite we're we're over 50.
So - haven't really decided what I'm going to do about that - because each extra person is $30 a ticket.
Great... Current Mood: pessimistic
|Monday, January 30th, 2006|
|Uh...I'm getting married
So long time no update - I know. I know.
But I have a good reason!
I'm getting married in July, at the 30th annual Renissance festival and I've been very busy getting things together.
Up to this point I have finished booking a date - getting a minister - getting a photographer - invitations (A kit from Hoby Lobby) , Getting scrapbooking supplies, getting shoes, getting patterns for Anthony and me for our wedding attire, getting a wedding party put together, regestering, and making a bunch of roses out of ribbon. I also have someone making my cake and flowers.
Yeah - lot's of stuff yet to do - but I just thought you all should know that I"m getting married. I will be getting my pictures on a CD - so I will be keeping you all updated and hopefully can post them somewhere online so you can all look at them. If not - I'ss send out cd's.
Till then - love you all. :) Current Mood: busy
|Monday, January 2nd, 2006|
|Monday, November 7th, 2005|
PLEASE help me solve this debate that Anthony and I are having. Here's my stand on the whole issue below. Let me know what you think.
Ok...Vampires vrs Zombies.
Zombies can go out at any time of the day and do not need anythign really to survive being already dead. Since their blood in dead they could not be turned into a vampire beacuse I've never seen a dead person be turned into a vampire in ANY movie and in INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE it is actually dangerious to drink the blood of the dead. Moving on - since it is therorized that what makes a zombie is carries through the blood it is safe to say that if a vampire bit a zombie it would turn into a zombie. Because the blood they drink provides their life force. So - even if the vapires managed to go out and turn a bunch of innocent bystanders into vampires so they could a bigger army - you'd still have to take into considderation that - unless dead - the wound a human recieves from a zombie takes time to spread to the point of noticing the infection and therefore the vapires would risk loosing their lives to zombie disease by biting innocent bystanders. However - Anthony seems to think that you can not infect a vapire because they are allready dead. However - I choose to argue against this because they need to drink bood and the disease to carried through the blood so wouldn't that infect them any how.
SO - if you would be so kind to leave me your thoughts on whom you feel would win this war - please do so now:
|Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005|
Ok - so BLEACH seriously rocks. If you have not watched an episode yet I would really suggest that you do because it so ownes.
Also - not much to report.
I think I'm out of my slump for now - just got a nother training class and there's about 21 people in it so that should be interesting instead of the 2 I had last time. I am a little nervious though because one of the trainers from another sight came down to help me with it and I don't want to look stupid because this is only my second class and wha tnot. Mark ownes because he called me....nothing else.
|Thursday, October 13th, 2005|
|Starting to sound more and more like the me I remember....
Two updates in one day. Don't we all feel special. We should considering the fact that I hardly check this thing any more....
I relized at some point in the eternity that was today - that I'm starting to sound like the "ME" I remember. That old dreary me that tells people she's doing fine and they never second guess it. God I almost forgot how easy that plastic smile was.
The picture for this entry is where I want to be right now. Just home with the only thing that kept me living when all I wanted to do was die. Just there in his arms. Simple and content.
I had almost forgotten how sweet his kisses could be till eairly this morning we woke up in the dark and there was a simple meeting of lips before we went back to sleep.
I want to be THAT when I grow up. That moment. That time. That person who's brought into a reality that is nothing but the moment - no worries - no ties - no wondering how I look today and if anyone really sees "ME." That person who had no dreams left unanswered no unfinished novels and no scars on her skin from a time when there was nothing but pain and even that wasn't enough.
I simply can't say how this day unraveled on me. I only know that I am not really here right now.
Not "ME" anyway.
So don't take anything I say about being "OK" too seriously.
We're all lying.
And we do it best when we do it to ourselves.
There's no better time
To remember why
You needed the pain
Why you used it to
How sick you really were
When all you wanted
For the excuses you had made
Being true to yourself is never easy
Some how - after all life's brought you
You almost thought it would be
It just took this day
To remind you of your place.
To remind you why you'd stop speaking above your station. Current Mood: apathetic